Card #4 represents action to take right now.
You've drawn the Reversed Ace of Wands card. This means you're getting a reversed version of Creative Strength energy, so it's manifesting as False Starts and shows up looking like lacking initiative, bad timing, setbacks, obstacles. Do you need to ditch this? Do you need to kick it up a notch? Confidence comes from your actions -- not the othe way around. Take a small step in the right direction and you'll feel your confidence follow suit.