Card #2 represents your first source of power.
You've drawn the Reversed Knight of Pentacles card. This means you're getting a reversed version of Thorough energy, so it's manifesting as Obsessive and shows up looking like stubborn, grinding, self-serving, resisting compromise. Take a moment to think about ways in which these concepts have strengthened your sense of confidence in the past. Keep in mind, your powers don't always come from obvious places.