Card #2 represents your first source of power.
You've drawn the Reversed Five of Cups card. This means you're getting a reversed version of Bereavement energy, so it's manifesting as Acceptance and shows up looking like release from sadness, moving on, making new plans. Take a moment to think about ways in which these concepts have strengthened your sense of confidence in the past. Keep in mind, your powers don't always come from obvious places.