Card #9 represents hopes & fears.
You've drawn the Reversed Knight of Cups card. This means you're getting a reversed version of Sensitive energy, so it's manifesting as Temperamental and shows up looking like indulging in daydreams, moody, overly emotional. This card can be confusing because so often our hopes and fears are tightly enmeshed. It can be what you are afraid of, a secret desire, what you suspect is true, what you long for, or what you’re avoiding.