Card #9 represents hopes & fears.
You've drawn the Knight of Pentacles which has a theme of Thorough and shows up in concepts like practical, realistic, cautious, hard worker, disliking change. This card can be confusing because so often our hopes and fears are tightly enmeshed. It can be what you are afraid of, a secret desire, what you suspect is true, what you long for, or what you’re avoiding.