Card #1 represents heart of the matter.
You've drawn the Reversed Five of Pentacles card. This means you're getting a reversed version of Poverty energy, so it's manifesting as Perseverance and shows up looking like change for the better, renewed hope, finding employment. This is what is causing you the most doubt or fear for moving forward. This is the strongest, most important feeling thing that frames your decision. Is it benefiting you?
