Card #1 represents where the story in your dream came from.
You've drawn Judgment in reversed orientation as the where the story in your dream came from.
Since you've drawn the reversed version, you're getting a reversed version of Awakening energy, so it's manifesting as Avoidance and shows up looking like stagnation, refusal of self-examination, indecision.
In what ways have events and influences in your past along these lines influenced the narrative in your dream? What parts of them are just echoes of recent life?