Card #9 represents hopes & fears.
You've drawn Eight of Swords as the hopes & fears.
You've drawn this card upright which has a theme of Restriction and shows up in concepts like lacking direction, powerless, trapped, limiting beliefs.
This card can be confusing because so often our hopes and fears are tightly enmeshed. It can be what you are afraid of, a secret desire, what you suspect is true, what you long for, or what you’re avoiding.